feeling down, low and down

well what more can i add apart from, i feel absolutely low. so many things have been sorted, but still
people would rather there be more things. as much as i like to help, i wish people would step up and
at least finish what they are doing and help anyone else. even though it might not take a while, but
to have someone who's needing help back in action, not only would it make the person happy but the other
person glow with pride. as far as things go all i can say is, i feel like i'm unreliable. if i was reliable,
i'd of been helped out in many ways. however, that's all gone to the realm of sadness.